Holly, I could've written almost all of this, myself, aside from specific expressions of sexual fulfillment that might be slightly different for each of us. I literally just did the same thing last week - writing out my sexual goals, what I want, etc. I have loved freeing myself by writing about it, but now I want more. I want to DO something. I don't know if I'll be able to until I feel more comfortable about it until we have a better handle on the pandemic, but anyways...I related to this so much, it is astounding. Lovely.