I am BAWLING. God, this is so beautiful. Again, I cannot believe what a beautiful person and beautiful writer you are. I can't even describe it - you are like a prism, no a diamond, so hard and focused and precise and with dancing light all around you and yet at the same time, you are something else, entirely, something soft and pliable and permeable - something that moves through your readers like a mist. I don't know how you do it. <3