I am bawling right now. I had this experience - though worse - with my last partner, and it left deep scars on me, because I gave in. All these months later, I feel so ashamed. And so angry because I was obviously worthless to him. I actually only just got up the courage to write about it and my story is queued to go up this week. I literally can't believe you just wrote about this. Same muse, sister. Love you.