I've been more and more into women lately and I think part of that is because I am at a point where I don't know if I am capable of trying again with a man. My trust is so broken there.

I was just thinking today that I'm 44 years old and I've NEVER had a relationship or romantic/sexual experience with a man that didn't end with me feeling like a toy he picked up because he was bored with his life. Or wife.