Oh my god, this is like reading my life story. LOL. No joke. I have had this issue since I was in high school. I could go on and on, commiserating, but I won't bore you. I'll just say thank you for writing this. It is so important that we talk about mental health and all the invisible things people are dealing with every day and how it affects our lives. If you ever need to talk to a fellow anxiety disorder sufferer, please reach out!!! I'm here!