OMG, your comments might have inspired more than one essay. I don't even want to say too much here because I have so little mental bandwidth during this grieving process that I'm afraid I'll lose it all if I don't focus it in one place. LOL. Would it be okay if I pulled some quotes from your comments? I'm not sure I will end up doing that, but maybe. And no worries if that isn't comfortable for you. I still have to think it out a bit more, but your comments really hit a lot of good points. Thank you!