This is lovely. I'm so glad you have found some ways to help you enjoy your time here more. I'm deeply struggling with that. I don't have a huge problem on Medium anymore, now that I rarely write about sex, but I'm wary online no matter what, due to my overall experience. And I feel I've lost my sense of community here because I have needed to pull back so much in order to protect my mental health. I'm really struggling with it - struggling to find the joy I once felt here. Maybe it's just a phase...we'll see. <3