YES! I often think of you when I think of how it feels to be sexually ignored. I know there are all kinds of other demographics who are also sexually ignored and I see how you fall into that category — which breaks my heart!
Though I’m so glad that you have found this space and feel safe here.
I do agree that I shouldn’t focus too much on the fantasies. I think it’s mostly just throwaway stuff. But I do want to encourage myself to lean more into female-centric fantasies.
Your final comment warmed my heart. Thank you. ❤