You have been through so much these past few years and are still going. I admire you so much for the truth you illuminated here - the isolation, the environment, how all these complex factors play a role in our health. It baffles me that doctors still mostly don't seem to understand that. So often, they can only see the numbers, whether it's our weight, cholesterol, or some other measurement of health. Despite all this, you are finding your way to health. I, too, am doing a lot of soul searching in this area, and these insights are illuminating to me. Hang in there. You have absolutely got this.